I'm sorry for my lack of intimacy,.
My inability to soften when I'm hurting too often.
I'm sorry for my inability,.
To have seen your most hidden vulnerability.
I'm sorry for letting things get this way,.
I should have let you walk away on your birthday.
I'm sorry for believing in you,.
In your inner strength and maturity when all you did was walk away from me.
I'm sorry you did not realise,.
There is nothing but pain and deep love in my eyes.
I'm sorry that you've misunderstood,.
Somehow you've given up.
I'm sorry that you could not see,.
What you truly mean to me.
I'm sorry that you were hurt,.
The repercussions of your actions.
I'm sorry that you did not come to know,.
I would have carried you through any depression, problem or sorrow.
I'm sorry that it was not clear,.
I would have died for you my dear.
Mon amour I would do anything for you,.
If you actually wanted me to.