I'm going to miss that body,
Chiseled to my perfection.
I'm going to miss that smile,
Where your eyes light up and your cheeks curl.
I'm going to miss your smell,
That soft scent of power I know so well.
I'm going to miss your laugh,
That whole hearted, belly-filling chuckle.
I'm going to miss your warmth,
The safety in your arms.
I'm going to miss your company,
Always willing to be there for me.
I'm going to miss your touch,
A perfect balance of soft and rough.
I'm going to miss your vulnerability,
Lying in my arms, cuddled into me.
I'm going to miss your chivalry,
Opening doors, pulling out chairs and carrying things for me.
I'm going to miss things about you,
Until they slowly fade, from my memories tainted by pain.
I'm not going to miss your lack of integrity, your dishonesty or your cowardliness,
But I know you tried to love me the way you know best.
I'm going to miss you but right now, it's time to forget.