Living on caffeine,
Letting go of a dream.
Not able to eat,
This sorrow in my stomachs pit.
Not being able to think,
Consumed by guilt.
Living on cigarettes,
Trying to forget.
Not being able to speak,
Explanations fall short.
Not being able to work,
My mind is a mess.
Living on hope,
Not letting go.
Not being able to focus,
My thoughts are yours alone.
Not being able to forgive,
Your friends for thier narrow points of view.
Living on painkillers,
Anything to forget.
Not being able to comprehend,
How you could walk away.
Not being able to understand,
Why things ended this way.
Living on fumes of our history,.
remembering what you meant to me.
