If all wounds reveal wisdom then I must be wise,.
If all hearts loved the way mine does, you'd still be mine.
If boys were men we'd never be apart,.
For it was you little boy who tore us heart from heart.
I should never think of you, but I do.
I should never want you - so untrue.
Ive met someone by the way, its not you.
Ive felt something again, not created by you.
I feel a possibility within, the first since you.
Yet I carry energy and guilt - sadistically new.
May I let go just this once?
Allow the energy, the passion the want?
Control freak - let go.
Lady with integrity - you know you want more.
Tigress with a taste for promiscuity - dying to be free.
A hunter - to capture and tame me.
Do not read too much into this boy,.
It's not tagged with your name.
Do not think too much on it,.
They are just words on a page.
