Why now?
Why this?
Stop testing me,
Painful memory.
In the past,
Is where you need to stay,.
Just leave me alone,
Go away.
7 Years of,
It's taken so long,
To let go, heal,
And move on.
You pop right back,
Into my life,
I'm tempted to let you in,.
Think twice.
Why can I not?
Just work you out,
Out of my mind,
My source of mistrust.
My body screams,
When you are near,
I can not control it,
Feelings I can not bear.
So leave me now,
Let me be,
I can not let you back in,.
Into me.
I've worked you out,
And Ill do it again,
I can not hear, even,.
The sound of your name.
So leave me now,
To lick these reopened wounds,
And banish you again,
Simple fool.