Where did we go so wrong,
We started out the gates,
Predicted as winners,
So incredibly strong.
When did we decide,
To let our insecurities,
Our self proclaimed faults,
Dictate our direction.
When did it all start,
This cycle of feeling less than,
This cycle of self doubt,
This destruction of all the beauty we had created.
I can't seem to pin point where it all went wrong,
I can't seem to fully understand it all,
One minute we were walking into a future together,
The next minute you were walking out leaving me in a pool of self doubt.
I can't fathom how we ended up here,
One minute your comforting my fears, defending my insecurities,
The next minute your telling me that not even my own brother likes me,
What a complete mindfucking dichotomy.
I may drive myself completely insane,
Trying to understand how I am completely to blame,
I may revert back again to a place of self doubt,
Trying, struggling to work this all out.
I may not understand this now,
I may not be able to work it all out,
I am not perfect, that's for sure,
But I'd never stoop as low as to attack you at your very core.
Not ever will I be that cruel,
I loved you more than that,
I loved you more than that,
I loved you more than that.
