So insecure,
Yet such a grandiose sense of self importance,
A constant struggle between self loathing and self admiration,
Fantasies of brilliance and superiority,
It must be terribly conflicting and exhausting,
Having such a false sense of achievement when you've achieved nothing.
So charming,
Master manipulator,
Rooted in nothing but a false sense of reality,
Exploiting everyone you meet,
Friends are not friends they simply fulfill your needs,
They stroke your ego and follow your lead.
Pathological liar,
Without conscience or guilt,
Shaping reality with falsities,
Regardless of the consequences,
Feigning and faking to get what you need,
Controlling and torturing is how you feed.
Completely unable to empathise,
I don't know if I'm jealous or if I feel pity,
Never being able to take on another's pain,
Your reality is all you see,
Perhaps not being able to understand and feel for others makes you really free,
I can't do anything without considering how it will make other people feel.
Your reflection is all you see,
You're never guilty,
Self absorbed and ego centered,
Feeding off those who are easy for you to manipulate,
Exploiting and lying to control as you need,
Processing your shame is impossible so it comes out all irrational.
Narcissist is just a gentler word for a self absorbed asshole.
