I've been feeling depleted,
At a loss,
Muted.
What if I've lost my joy forever?
What if I never get my passion back?
What if everything stays this grey?
I've been feeling insignificant,
Without purpose,
Existing, not living.
What if I am nothing?
What if I have never had or will have a purpose?
What if I have been faking it all along?
I've been feeling fragmented,
Weak but not vulnerable,
Impenetrable.
What if I harden from life's lessons?
What if I solidify in this form?
What if I end up like...
I've been feeling demotivated,
Couldn't care less,
Stuck in this rut, this mess she left me with.
