Monday, 3 August 2015

There Is No Conscience In Insanity

I know you're not aware,
I know you cannot see,
The depth of your insanity.

Weeks and weeks of reflection,
Words of admiration and affection,
Three days later using words as a weapon.

I know you tried your best,
Overcoming irrational jealousy and insecurity,
If you knew yourself you'd recognise the insanity.

One minute you're sure,
The next you're not,
Emotions ever changing my heart caught in the knot.

One minute you love me,
Admiring all of me,
The next day you're telling me no man will ever want me.

You have no idea who you really are,
Your emotions deep,
Your decisions shallow.

Maybe it's not conscious,
Putting me through hell,
Either way I'm done.

I can no longer suffer,
I can no longer believe,
Your insanity is all I see.