Forgiven you a hundred times if I needed to,.
I would have worked through anything with you.
I would have stood by your side,.
Loved you in every possible way,.
Forsaken all others to be yours from this day.
I would have taken care of you for the rest of time,.
I would have protected you from any pain,.
I would have never let you go if you were mine.
I could have made all your dreams come true,.
I could have healed all your wounds,.
I could have been your biggest allie through thick and thin.
I am still in love with you,.
I will always be,
But there is nothing I can do but accept I have been discarded by you.
You've thrown me away,
Rejected my love,
Treated me like I was never enough.
Not enough to keep you,
Not enough to please you,
Not enough to sustain you when all else falls away.
Maybe its not me but your own demons you fight,.
I'll never know the answers but I'm alright with that,.
Walking away knowing I gave it my all.
I always had integrity,
I always did my best,
I never took anything personally,
and never made assumptions.
I take comfort in that fact that no one will ever love you like that,.
Knowing I gave you more chances than you deserved and I never looked back,.
Knowing that to you I was not worth your time or even the slightest bit of respect.
Drinking has always been your first choice and I will never be second to that,.
I'll never be left hanging again for a man that would rather get drunk than make love,.
I'll never disrespect myself again for a man that simply walks away to go drinking once again.
I would have done anything for you but I will not do that.
