I do not know what to do,.
Or how to do it,
But I'm devastated.
I do not know what to say,.
Or what to think,
But I'm vulnerable.
I do not know when,
Or if I'll ever be selfish,.
Self involved enough to forgo my fulfillment.
I do not know why,
But I can not stay,
Running is the safest way.
I do not know if I'll ever change,.
But today it seems impossible,
Wanting more than what your capable.
I do not know how it's possible,.
To feel so resistless,
To the thoughts of being inadequate.
I do not know where,
Your head is at,
I'm absolutely, utterly terrified of that.
