Wednesday, 16 August 2023

P.I.T.Y


It is a pity,

That you cannot see,

How desperate you are, that you'll do anything for attention from me.


It is a pity,

That you and your mother treated me so badly,

How sad that she loves you so madly?


It is a pity,

That you continue to look for attention from me,

When I have moved on happily.


It is a pity,

That you think you can financially abuse me,

Do you even know me?


It is a pity. No actually. It's disgusting!

That you'll emotionally abuse your son to get to me,

A level of selfish narcissism that's beyond me.


It is a pity,

That you're so depressed and confused,

When you have every resource available to you.


It is a pity,

That you did nothing but blame me,

Unable to even spell accountability.


It is a pity,

That you don't have any close friends at all,

That meaningful connection is something you want and need but are not capable of.


It is a pity,

That you'll message me at 6am the weekend I am away with a lover,

Did you think you could ruin my day while I'm lying in his arms this way?


It is a pity,

That you're the self labelled victim in this all,

Yet when the parenting plan changed you did nothing at all.


It is a pity,

That you have never committed to therapy,

If anyone needs help it's definitely not me. 


It is a pity,

That you loathe yourself the way you do,

Creating false realities just to get you through.


It is a pity,

That your ex had to go through four abortions' all because of you,

Let me guess you're the victim here too?


It is a pity,

That you cannot see,

How extremely selfish and toxic you have been.


It is a pity,

That our son doesn't have a nuclear family,

But it's definitely better than him growing up watching his daddy emotionally invalidate, gas light and abuse mommy.