I let you,
Make me feel,
Inadequate.
I let you,
Make me feel,
Dirty.
I let you,
Make me feel,
Unworthy.
I let you,
Make me feel,
Like I was the problem.
I let you,
Make me feel,
Like I had to hide my emotions.
I let you,
Make me feel,
Like I was irrational.
I let you,
Make me feel,
Undesirable.
I let you,
Make me feel,
Manipulative.
I let you,
Make me feel,
Responsible for your mindset, your happiness.
I let you,
Make me feel,
Like I was devious.
I let you,
Make me feel,
Like I was just a little bitch.
I let you,
Make me feel,
Familiar feelings.
I let you,
Make me feel,
The way my father made me feel.
I let you,
Love me,
The way He did.
I let you,
Show me,
That this no longer serves me.
I let you,
Hurt me,
So I could finally see,
This unhealthy familiarity.
