We could have been magic,
Explosive alchemy and everything in-between.
We could have been
balanced,
Aggression, passion
and finally loving trust.
We could have had it
all,
Social, intimate magnestism
and more.
We could have worked
it out,
Stubbornness aside,
anger at bay and compassion on the way.
We could have made
them see,
The possibility, the positivity
and the real me.
We could have stood
the test,
Crumbled, broken and stuck
together at best.
We could have explored
the world,
Our souls, our depths
and our relationship.
We would have laughed,
Our hearts, our eyes
and our smiles.
We would have danced,
Been free, entwined and sublime.
We would have seen it
all,
Fine dining, art and
the elusive things like happiness.
We would have been so
much more,
Communication, understanding
and commitment your pit falls.
We would have explored,
The depths, the
darkness and the light.
We would have seen the
glimmer of hope,
The flicker, the light and
the lack of reason to fight.
We would have made it
right,
The lies, the doubt
and the stubborn streak.
We should have spoken,
Been in touch, been
honest and talked it out.
We should have
understood,
I’m not sure you ever
could.
We should have fought,
For me, for you and
what this is worth.
We should have walked
closer,
Not further, father
and gone.
We should have been
patient,
Not kinder, not more
stubborn and not less compassionate.
We should have been
true,
To ourselves, to me
and to you.
We should have held
on,
Never letting go,
never holding back and never giving in.
You could have, would
have, should have but you never did.
My heart floating in a
pool of misery, why would you forsake me in front of Wesley!
You’re a coward and that’s
ok, but now I need to finally let go and be on my way.
Remember you choose to
let me go this way, a simple reply would have given me hope that day.
